I am on my knees in a Florida hotel room with tears running down my face. Honestly, I would much rather keep this to myself but I know someone needs to read this. I feel a little overwhelmed but not with sadness. Rather, it’s a sobering awareness of GOD’s mindfulness towards me.
The past year and a half was tougher than I have admitted to anyone. Frankly, there was only so much I could explain with words. You may know like I do, what it’s like to have limited cash with barely enough money to buy gas for your car and then to lose that car. You may have an idea of what it is like to face a crisis and feel like you’re quickly running out of options in a world where people are often measured by the contents of their pockets instead of the content of their character.
Although most persons in Orlando are vacationing, I am not. I’m here on a very important mission that I will tell you more about in future blogs. Right now, I’m reflecting on today’s devotions. The words got pass my ears and have reached my soul. My spirit marvels at GOD’s love. “Fear not,” it reads, “for I am with you; be not dismayed, for I am your God. I will strengthen you, Yes, I will help you, I will uphold you with my righteous right hand.’
For anyone who has a dream and you are wondering how you will beat the odds, I am talking to you. For that person who is at odds with a spouse, friend, coworker, business partner or family member and wants to find peace and resolve, I am talking to you. To that teenager or adult who wants to better understand him or herself or forgive herself, I’m talking to you. To that educator, construction engineer, student, CEO, administrator, carpenter, doctor, and unnamed persons who want to fully understand and complete their life’s purpose, I am talking to you. For that person who wants to be loved, valued and respected, I AM TALKING TO YOU.
I’m not trying to give you a panacea like the one found in the “Alice in Wonderland” fairy tale. In most circumstances, clicking your heels will not make things better. Rather, I am talking about forming a foundation of faith that you build on with your actions. I can only share my personal story and the rewards of my relationship with CHRIST. I’m not perfect but HE is.
We all have our own minds and hearts and I respect yours even if we don’t share the same convictions. My heart is not to offend but to remind you that you are valuable, you are worth it. You can push beyond your ‘pause.’ Face your disappointments, even your fear of failure. “The fears we don’t face become our limits”, says Robin Sharma. If you can’t fly, run; if you can’t run, walk; if you can’t walk, crawl but by all means keep moving,” Dr. Martin Luther king Jr.
What you do matters. ~ Kirk Johnson